Why do I still think of you. Why do I still look at your twitter. Why can’t I get you off my mind. Why can’t you just tell me what I did. Why does it have to be like this. Why do I care. Why can’t I just let go. So many whys unanswered.
I got so much sleep last night, but I’m okay with that.
I freaking love fishing. I just want to go on a nice boat ride and fish all day and night. I would absolutely love that. Or just go on a canoe ride then stop here and there to fish. Ugh, yes. 🎣
Can school just be over already?
Brb, just dying right now.
Why doesn’t this house have aloe. Wawhhhhhh.
I really wish I was going to after prom tonight. :/ Going as a freshman makes me want to go every yearrrr
This house has huge communication issues.
Listening Forever Halloween on my run! I’m already in love😊
You know what? Fuck you asshole.
I don’t understand. I tell myself I am done with you, and I tell myself you are an asshole because of what you do to me. But then just being in your presence I feel something. I’m not sure what it is though. Just everything I thought about you before you stop talking to me just completely comes back to mind. I miss phones calls and just talking to you. Ugh. This sucks. Why do I do this to myself. My emotions always fuck with me and I hate it. Anneli, you just need to get over him says one side of me but then the other side is telling me anneli, go make amends. Tell him anything and stop being a pussy and just talk to him already. Ughhh, I don’t know what side to listen to and I’m just so confused and it all sucks.
I tell myself no, but in reality I think yes.
So today I went on an hour run. It ended up being 7 miles. It didn’t feel that long though. But anyways. It felt good. I was just running straight and just kept going and going and going until I felt like turning around. When I was running I just blasted imagine dragons, their night visions album. It was so nice. On the way back I saw my cousin and he sticked his head out the window and screamed my named and waved. It was funny! This run also got me thinking about so many things. I feel like I should be doing this more often instead of a fast 2 mile run. Because this run was just awesome, and nice to just take a step back from life. It got me thinking about you though. To be honest I started crying a little because I thought about you. But then I toughened it out. I realized that I shouldn’t be so hung over you like all my friends tell me also. If you really cared you would have just told me why instead of just completely stop talking to me. It sucks though. Because I thought you cared, but I guess you didn’t. It would just be nice for you to tell me what I did. Even if you didn’t want to tell me in person, you could just text me and tell me why. But I realized today that that will never happen. You don’t have the decently to just tell me why. It sucks, but I just have to except that you will never tell me why and I just have to move on.